I'm HAPPPPY~!

hello guys and girls, im back! After a long, long hiatus. I hope you didnt miss me. Haha.

In anycase im in a lovely mood right now cause i finally found out how to get online using Toshiba laptop (my sis's loaning me hers, she has an extra), you just have to switch on the switch infront of the laptop! i thought it was a software issue but really, its the hardware... I didnt want to ask anyone or go online (using my other layapok laptop) cause i knew i could do it on my own! :D

Im here so post and THANK those who helped me last sat at sentosa with the photoshoot for my Art coursework, its been a long and arduous journey, 11 more days to go! :/

All thanks to Ben, Ming, Serene and Luke for coming and helping:) love u guys!

i realise i dont have the group photo on this laptop :/ so i cant post any pics. Haha, i cant post the photos of ming either cause A level stuff arent supposed to be published online before. yea. i might post them after As, if ming allows. HAHA. :D

OH YES i must THANK GOD that day was so sunshiny happy, Thank GOD for listening to my heartfelt prayers and many others whom i asked to pray. Tbank you if u prayed with me! :D

I still have tons on prepboard stuff to do, photos to edit and layout to think of.

I am coming online to download photoshop as well, couldnt load the CS3 that ernica lent me :(, heartbroken. Martin suggested downloadin the trial since coursework is due in less than 30 days anyway. haha.

i got a huge scare ytd, which still might be a real threat and concern which is the photos taken might be too small, they are 2.something, 3 to sometimes 4 and even some 1 mg files which are really small for photos (considering high megapixel esp assuming the cam takes at 10.5) and hence might not be able to blow the photos up to the size i want, A2/A1. i was really upset, depressed, devastated cause i always imgained the photos to be blown up and gorgeous looking and to imagine otherwise (small and puny) jsut breaks my heart. i was even more upset at the fact that God makes me go thru all this shit, why cant stuff jsut be smoothsailing. but after talkin to ben who says that the megapixel doesnt change, i feel better but stilll there is chance that photos still cant be blown up, i dont know, i will find out later or tmr when i send it for test printing.

but i still and continue to trust in God that whatever the situation may be it will be the best, if life dishes u lemons, make lemonade! pink lemonade. :) haha. yup aiya, life is full of shit already, whatelse cant u and i go thru right? for all i knw, the limitations might force me to come up with even better an brilliant ideas, blessings come in disguise i learnt.

i hv no photos for u guys this time round, haha.
in anycase i would like to tell u guys a bit more about me, lately a guy has been asking me out and i personally dont like that guy and i cant help but react in a negative way(of course not violently on the surface dont want to scare the guy). ming and yingling knows how i feel, muahaha and we concluded im very extreme in the way i reject guys which is, "if i dont like u i just dont like u and i want you to get that clear and stop irritating/harrassing me" but well, i know its not a sin for that guy to like me but i cant really help reacting that way. God, why are some guys so dense. Cant u just back off when u know girls dont like u? maybe some guys are desperate, not just dense. i tend and like to think that while that same guy is asking me, he is asking a million and one other person out as well. So, in future i shuld be nice and turn down guys nicely, and not be frustrated or irritated afterall it is rather flattering to know someone likes u although not really when u dont like that guy.

on the same note, i have to be careful in the way i carry myself cause i am a christian, a christian leader. so God grant me the strength to do the right things. Amen!

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